Am I In Love With You?

Am I in love with you?
Or are you just a phase?
You don't have a clue,
How I'm stuck in this craze.

You smile and you wink,
you compliment and stare,
but all the parents can think,
is we're too young for such affairs.

Known as a joy,
but reputed with pain.
How did I meet such a boy,
who makes sun look like rain?

You say it's ok.
God says to wait.
We'll be together everyday,
but I know it'll end with hate.

My knowledge is too deep.
My desires too shallow,
so which should I keep
when wisdom is found on low?

You push and you nag.
You pressure and you wish.
Your words start to drag,
into an endless, used bliss.

You do not plan my fate.
So if I love you
and you love me,
you'd easily let me wait.

Am I in love with you?
Through useless hopes and sighs,
this life hides lies
that seem to be true.